Ok although life is good for me i officially hate being skint!! I had to cancel my debit card as someone had been spending money on it, so there is now a fraud investigation going on! So i actually have no money, ive gotta scrape together my 20p so i can buy some cat food lol!!
Im still questioning my new job. I just dont know wether im going to be able to fit in as my standards of care of different to others! I refuse to yell at residents, i refuse to not to carry out the correct care routine. I feel like im a pain in the arse to the other carers there cos im new? I dont know why i feel like this cos i do my job alot fuckin better then them!! I know different care companys have different rules and standards but im used to having regualr training to be updated on new regulations and new equipment but half of these girls have never had training!!! Anyway hate rage over!lol.
Ive had a bit of a boring week to be honest, just working, trying to get money in to pay the bills! I have seen this quote about ' work to live, not live to work' im just trying to find the happy medium where i have a enough money to live of but to still enjoy myself? Hopefully doing my nursing degree will help me out? If i move home with my mum and rent my house out, i will be able to pay my debt off with my mum and maybe put a little money into my savings?? We shall see. I guess i just need to keep my eyes open for oppotunities!!Its not going to knock on my door i need to go out and chase success and dreams!!!
I went for my patch test on tuesday to finally get my laser hair removal done :D:D:D! I start treatment on saturday and my mum is awesome and is lending me the money for it as its going to cost me over a grand for the whole course of treatments!! I love my mum!!!
Anyway that will do for now!!
Tah tah
Me
xxxx
Friday 15 April 2011
Friday 8 April 2011
Hey
I dont expect anyone to look at my blog to be honest but im using this as a diary of my year so i can see all my acheivments and the good times ive had. Im in my early 20s and last year is a complete blur to me. I got very depressed and was suffering quite badly from anxiety attacks and didnt leave my house except for work. I ended up having a month of work because i also got really bad insomnia and ended up exhausted and was getting myself in a state. But due to a really good dr, amazing friends and family and the rite medication, im back on track and have decided this year is my year!
Ive always been a big girl, but last year i put on a lot of weight, so this year i joined slimming world and so far have lost 1st 10lbs which im chuffed about. I love to exercise as it gives me such a boost mentally.
I was also working as a home carer last year which ment i was working on and off from 7am till 10pm and wasnt happy doing that. So this year, being my year of course i decided it was time to move on. So i was able to still do my nvq level 3 in health and social care for free, i had to keep working in care. I am now working in a residential home which is great as i am working 1 shift and 1shift only instead of 4 a day. This means i can have a social life again, find time to work out and do my course work with out clock watching!
So on to today. I was alseep most of yesterday so woke up at 5.30am today!! Arghhh. But decided to put it to good use, i have done a hour on just dance for a little exercise and will be going to the gym in a bit!
I have had an issue just recently with people being needy, and i dont mean to be harsh but im a girl that quite likes her own company and likes to chill out at home on my own sometimes. I got a text last night of a guy i know last night asking if i wanted him to come round tonight and watch a dvd and stuff......and stuff?? We all know what that means and to be honest i really cant be bothered lol! Oh well i shall see how the day goes and then decide.
Well this is MY year so far, catch up later
tatah
Me
xxx
Ive always been a big girl, but last year i put on a lot of weight, so this year i joined slimming world and so far have lost 1st 10lbs which im chuffed about. I love to exercise as it gives me such a boost mentally.
I was also working as a home carer last year which ment i was working on and off from 7am till 10pm and wasnt happy doing that. So this year, being my year of course i decided it was time to move on. So i was able to still do my nvq level 3 in health and social care for free, i had to keep working in care. I am now working in a residential home which is great as i am working 1 shift and 1shift only instead of 4 a day. This means i can have a social life again, find time to work out and do my course work with out clock watching!
So on to today. I was alseep most of yesterday so woke up at 5.30am today!! Arghhh. But decided to put it to good use, i have done a hour on just dance for a little exercise and will be going to the gym in a bit!
I have had an issue just recently with people being needy, and i dont mean to be harsh but im a girl that quite likes her own company and likes to chill out at home on my own sometimes. I got a text last night of a guy i know last night asking if i wanted him to come round tonight and watch a dvd and stuff......and stuff?? We all know what that means and to be honest i really cant be bothered lol! Oh well i shall see how the day goes and then decide.
Well this is MY year so far, catch up later
tatah
Me
xxx
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