Grrrrrrrrr.......

Ok although life is good for me i officially hate being skint!! I had to cancel my debit card as someone had been spending money on it, so there is now a fraud investigation going on! So i actually have no money, ive gotta scrape together my 20p so i can buy some cat food lol!!
Im still questioning my new job. I just dont know wether im going to be able to fit in as my standards of care of different to others! I refuse to yell at residents, i refuse to not to carry out the correct care routine. I feel like im a pain in the arse to the other carers there cos im new? I dont know why i feel like this cos i do my job alot fuckin better then them!! I know different care companys have different rules and standards but im used to having regualr training to be updated on new regulations and new equipment but half of these girls have never had training!!! Anyway hate rage over!lol.
Ive had a bit of a boring week to be honest, just working, trying to get money in to pay the bills! I have seen this quote about ' work to live, not live to work' im just trying to find the happy medium where i have a enough money to live of but to still enjoy myself? Hopefully doing my nursing degree will help me out? If i move home with my mum and rent my house out, i will be able to pay my debt off with my mum and maybe put a little money into my savings?? We shall see. I guess i just need to keep my eyes open for oppotunities!!Its not going to knock on my door i need to go out and chase success and dreams!!!
I went for my patch test on tuesday to finally get my laser hair removal done :D:D:D! I start treatment on saturday and my mum is awesome and is lending me the money for it as its going to cost me over a grand for the whole course of treatments!! I love my mum!!!
Anyway that will do for now!!
Tah tah
Me
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